It has been quite a long time since I have posted something. I have been so busy with school and life in general that I have not been able to post anything. While I am up here in the mountains away from so much, I get to think and just thank God for so much. So here goes a long post about something that God has been doing in my life.
Sometimes things happen in our lives that make us question God about “Why this is happening,” but most importantly thanking God for his grace and faithfulness. There have been some things going on in my life the past year or so that make me just want to get on my knees and thank God for being there for me. School went very well this year, making the honor roll with a 3.6 GPA and just making some life long friends. Those are just a couple of things that I have been thanking God for. But there is one most recent story that has me thanking God for his healing power. This story is going to be a very personal story but one that I feel the need to share.
A couple of months ago I went to my doctor for my usual female check-ups. She told me that she found a pea size mass in my right breast and that I should go see a surgeon after a few test. After hearing this I was so nervous because she was not sure what it was. I pretty much already knew that it wasn’t anything like cancer, but in the back of my mind the thought was still there. The chance that it was something bad was very slim, but news like that makes you think. For some people it takes getting bad news, to make them realize how precious life is.
Although I knew that the mass was probably nothing but a benign cyst, I still thought about life. I began to pray that God would heal me and that something good would come out of this situation. About 3 weeks after my appointment, I went to get my test done. I went feeling like I had a knot in my stomach. As I was changing, I just said a little prayer asking God to be with me and comfort me. After getting the ultrasound and a mammogram done, the radiologist found nothing. I thanked God for days for being with me that day. Even though the radiologist didn’t find anything that does not mean that something can’t show up later on, but as of right now I am clear of any cyst that might have been there.
Like I said earlier, I was praying that something good would come out of it and something did. It was not something physical or mental but spiritual. I came to trust God more than ever before. Sometimes it takes something like this to draw you closer to God. It really makes you rely on God and realize that He obviously has a plan for your life. I may never know that reason why God let this happen but all I can do is trust in Him. I have to trust that He knows what he is doing.
Yes that story is very personal, but it was something that I felt like I needed to share. I know that this was not an extreme story of a miraculous healing but it was something that was very important in my life. I might never know if anyone reads this and that is fine I don’t need too, but I just hope that this may come as encouragement to anyone who may come across it.
Hopefully, I will be able to post more while I am up here in the mountains. Until then, enjoy the 4th of July and a big thank you to all the troops over seas right now fighting for our freedom!!
Proverbs 3:5-6
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path.”