There is a quote that I love... "Never ever regret something that once made you smile".
It has taken me 2 years to stop regretting certain things and certain relationships. Sometimes we need to look at the positives instead of the negatives or the results. The past few days I have been thinking about a particular relationship that ended badly. There are so many reasons for me to regret that relationship but the past few days I have been thinking about the positives and realized that I need to think about that. I realized how much fun I really had with that person. It wasn't just the actual relationship with that person that I missed, but it was also the friendship. I truly felt that I could talk to them about anything and he would just listen. He always made me laugh and smile. I have tried to rekindle that relationship and so far it has been a fail. I'm going to keep trying because I realized something else (this is where my other post comes in).
Tonight sitting down I was reading through some past notes and it hit me. I was wrong and jumping to conclusions. I feel so bad. I really would like to make things right but I have tried everything I know right now. I feel like I have a knot in my stomach because all the comments took me back to when we were together and what awesome times we had. I just wish I could rewind time and change things. I know that I can't do that, but I do know that I can do everything NOW to make things right. I am trying to do that and if I am given the opportunity I would love to talk things out and fix things. I just want to make everything the way it was before or at least try to.
Just remember to not regret anything.... especially if it once made you happy or smile.
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